Parshas Bamidbar
Like Cheese Cake
By Rabbi Label Lam
Shevuos is almost here and cheese cake production is in high gear. It’s a
time to associate the Torah with something sweet and rich with good flavor.
What flavor does the Torah have?
Rabbi Shimon Schwab ztl. reported having heard the Chofetz Chaim ask
rhetorically that if the Manna tasted just like whatever the individual
thought it tasted like then what flavor was the Manna if someone had no
thought? The Chofetz Chaim posited that if one does not think then there is
no taste. Most probably that applies to Torah and life and marriage and lots
of things in general. The flavor of a thing depends upon the thought of the
receiver
Just to add some spice to life it may be worthwhile to cogitate on the words
of the Chovos HaLevavos in Shaar Cheshbon HaNefesh, the Gates of
Introspection where he provides a suggested list of 30 things a person could
and should contemplate regularly. Here is #5:
To bring oneself to an accounting for delaying coming to understand the book
of G-d's Torah, and his being contented not to grasp its matters. And one
would not do this for a book that was sent to him from a king. If he had a
doubt as to its meaning due to its unclear handwriting or words, or due to
the depth of its matter, or its subtlety, or confusing mix of subjects or
its enigmatic words. Rather, he would apply his whole heart and mind to
understand its meaning, and would greatly pain himself until he understood
its intent.
(Marpe Lenefesh commentary: The book Orchos Tzadikim (Shaar Zechira) ends
off: "Without a doubt, if there was in his city even the lowest of the
lowest person who knew how to explain the part of the letter he did not
understand, he would hurry to go to him and would not be embarrassed.
If he does this to understand the words of a weak, mortal man like himself,
how much is it his duty to do many times more than this until he understands
the book of G-d, which is his life and his salvation (from eternal death),
as written "For it is your life and the length of your days" (Devarim
30:20). How did you permit yourself, my brother, to hide from it, and to
content yourself from it with that which is readily familiar of its matter
and revealed of its surface meaning, and you were lenient with (knowing) the
rest.
Rabbi Mendel Kaplan ztl. who taught in Chicago for many years but who later
left a lasting imprint from his long and colorful career as a Rebbe in
Philadelphia Yeshiva, once stood before his class and in his hand he held a
Sefer, Raziel HaMalach. He told his students, "You see this Sefer!? It was
written by a Malach- an angel!'They sat in stunned silence!" Then he lifted
up a Chumash and said, "You see this Sefer!? It was written by HASHEM!"
If one approaches the Yom Tov of Shevuos with that simple awareness, then
the reception of the Torah will certainly be more delectable just like
cheese cake.
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