Chapter 1, Mishna 15(a)
The Song of the Soul
By Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld
"Shammai said: Make your Torah study fixed, say little and do much, and
receive everyone with a cheerful countenance."
This mishna was authored by Shammai, the colleague of Hillel, author of
the previous three mishnas. (See earlier, Mishna 12.) As we will see G-d
willing in two weeks, Shammai is presented in the Talmud as a very
different personality type than his colleague Hillel (Shabbos 31a), and
many disputes arose between the students of these two great sages (see
Talmud Sotah 47b). Even so, the Talmud attests that there was nothing but
affection and camaraderie between the two camps (Yevamos 14b). In spite of
their many differences, both in content and style, both camps realized the
other was simply attempting to understand G-d's will to the best of its
ability, and both teachers and students had nothing but respect and
admiration for one another.
Shammai's first words of advice are that we make our Torah study "fixed".
There are two closely-related explanations to this found in the
commentators. Rashi (in one interpretation) explains that we must set
aside fixed times daily for Torah study. Our study should not be when
we "get around to it." We will learn later: "Do not say when I have free
time I will learn, lest you not become free" (2:5).
In addition, our study should ideally not be at different times every day,
whenever we can work it into our schedules. It should be "fixed", the
given around which all other activities and obligations revolve.
Regardless of how busy and sought-after you are the rest of your day, make
at least some time every day fixed and interruption-free. Turn off your
cell-phone, don't check your e-mail, and don't let the kids bother you.
Chances are, you'll come to enjoy and look forward to your spiritual
refuge from your otherwise hectic day. In reality, there are very few
things in life which really cannot wait. (And, of course, for a
*true* emergency everything else -- including Torah study -- does get
pushed aside. Even so, the Talmud recommends that when this does occur,
one make up the time later (see Eiruvin 65a).)
Lastly, the ideal time to set aside should be first thing in the morning,
immediately after morning prayers (or breakfast) and before one gets
caught up, mentally and emotionally, in his daily affairs (see Mishna
Brura, 155:2).
Other commentators (Maimonides, Rabbeinu Yonah) understand "fixed" in a
more conceptual sense. One should view his Torah study as the mainstay of
his day, his most steady and permanent activity. All other obligations --
including earning a livelihood -- should be "happenstance" in comparison.
They are performed only when necessary.
The Talmud tells us that the scholar Hillel used to work enough to earn a
half-coin daily. Half of this he would use to support his family and the
remaining half he would pay as entrance fee to the study hall (Yoma 35b).
A single half-coin was all that was required for a man with Hillel's
degree of faith. His family lived humbly, on rationed quantities, but they
survived. (I imagine if a kid wanted an iPod of a pair of roller blades
for his birthday, Hillel would have to chop a few extra logs. Or perhaps
they did without -- yet another lesson our generation would be wise to
learn.) Regardless, Hillel's workday was not ongoing. He did not work --
nor earn -- as much as he could. He did the minimum required -- and he
knew just how much that was. His work was limited and finite. His Torah
study, however -- in more ways than one -- was infinite.
(Of course, measured labor would not get us as far nowadays with our home
mortgages, utilities, school tuition, insurance, etc. Life is just not as
simple as it once was. However, 9-5 does not have to mean every waking
moment. Our Torah study can be fixed in its primacy -- in its quality if
not quantity.)
There is an important practical side to this. We must study in order to
know how to fulfill. (For this reason it is recommended that a person of
limited time and/or ability concentrate on the study of the basic and the
most critical: practical Jewish law (Mishna Brura 155:9).) We likewise
begin our day with Torah study in order to put all our remaining
activities in their proper perspective. Torah study on this level may be
viewed as a means -- a way of spiritually preparing ourselves for the
daily tasks ahead.
It is important to recognize, however, that there is an entirely higher
aspect to our obligation to study Torah. We might call this the
inspirational. In the beginning of the Book of Joshua, when G-d instructs
Joshua to enter and conquer the Land of Israel, He warns him before all to
be diligent in Torah study: "You shall delve into it day and night"
(1:8). This was not just a practical commandment -- to set aside fixed
time every morning, to learn in order to know how to fulfill. This was a
command to "delve" into the Torah -- to study, to examine, and to plumb
its depths, and to do so day and night, without respite or concern for the
hour.
On one level, the Torah can be viewed simply as a how-to guide, as a
practical means for living properly in this world. But in truth it
is so much more. It is equally a means of leaving this world, of
transcending the mundane in order to achieve an understanding of and a
closeness to G-d. The Torah is G-d's wisdom. It is a work of the eternal
and infinite, through which one is able to fathom G-d's knowledge and G-d
Himself. We study when we are inspired to truly understand and connect to
our G-d. And there is no "schedule" for inspiration. Torah study of this
sort is not a "fixed" obligation. It is an ongoing challenge. Day, night,
hot, cold, want, poverty: Nothing truly matters to the one who is
searching -- who is searching for G-d. For he breaks free of the shackles
of the finite -- the world of day and night -- in his endless quest for
the truth. (Based in part on a lecture heard from R. Yitzchak Berkovits of
Jerusalem.)
(This is reminiscent of the popular (if recent) custom to stay up all
night studying Torah the eve of the holiday of Shavous (Pentecost). At
times we go beyond all sense of normality and rationality in our search
for the truth. When we are inspired to truly seek G-d we forget ourselves
and everything around us in the process. At least one day a year -- the
day we received the Torah -- we are reawakened to this ideal.)
Thus, "inspirational" study is far loftier than the routine, daily study
in which all of us are obligated. It is the stuff of which greatness is
formed. It's interesting to note that yeshivas (rabbinical colleges) even
today reflect to some degree this ideal. Torah there is generally not
studied in the organized, curriculum-based fashion we are familiar with
from other institutions of higher learning. Students are generally not
given set study plans, nor are they graded based on an orderly series of
examinations. They are given the freedom to apply their own ingenuity and
creativity to the Talmud. They seek to understand G-d's word for
themselves -- not to memorize information handed to them in order to pass
a test or receive a diploma. (Needless to say, for actual rabbinic
ordination -- authorizing a student to decide matters of Jewish law -- the
student must in fact pass specific exams demonstrating his mastery of the
material.) The students are given the tools to achieve their own unique
understanding of the Torah -- and their own personal connection with G-d.
And in the process they become energized, infused with a vitality not
found in students of any other discipline. Those of us who have
experienced or observed Torah study in a yeshiva know that it involves
loud, energetic debates, in which students are consumed with a passion for
knowledge and the word of G-d.
(Years back when I was at my parents during an intercession from Ner
Israel Rabbinical College, Baltimore, MD, I was studying with a neighbor
and co-student. While studying a certain section of the Talmud, we became
involved in a heated debate which I imagine lasted a good couple of
minutes. (I couldn't possibly tell you today for how long or what it was
about -- we had such little flare-ups all the time, my dear friend and I.)
After my friend left, my mother, who had heard the raised voices and loud
back-and-forth, became very concerned. She kind of assumed I had just lost
a close friend: "Did you get into an argument? Did your friend leave
mad?"))
One other fascinating thought which we'll touch upon briefly. When people
are inspired, something happens to them: they sing. When you touch deep
enough inside your soul, it sings out. It cries out its exhilaration in
being able to sense and express itself, something it cannot often do
beneath so many layers of flesh and earthiness. R. Noach Weinberg of
Yeshiva Aish HaTorah (www.aish.com) has observed that when people study
Torah, they often find themselves breaking out in spontaneous song
(something which has never happened to me reading a geometry book).
Further, each person has his own unique song. Every soul wants to express
its own innermost praise and emotions, to one time in its existence sing
its song. The entire nation of Israel burst out in spontaneous song and
harmony at the Red Sea, and we will all do so again when the final
redemption arrives. When that day comes, our souls will instinctively know
their tune; all mankind will sing in unison -- in a harmony the likes of
which has never before been heard on earth. At that time each of our songs
will emerge -- and will unite into the final Song of Man. But until then,
we achieve the faintest glimmer of the inspiration -- the song -- of our
souls when we touch ourselves with the study of Torah.
Finally we conclude with our mishna -- which at last comes along to take
the wind out of our ever-expanding sails. Regardless of the inspiration
Torah study evokes -- and you can be certain Shammai knew of it far better
than we -- Shammai reminds us of the "lower" obligation of Torah study.
Torah study must be a "fixed" and daily obligation -- regardless of the
inspiration we are or are not feeling at any given moment. We cannot only
live for -- and wait for -- inspiration. Torah study is not only for our
own exhilaration. It is also our obligation towards the Almighty. And only
through both means will our souls truly be able to sing their songs of
both ecstasy and fulfillment.
Text Copyright © 2007 by Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld and Torah.org.