The Ladder of Life
Chapter 4, Mishna 2
By Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld
"Ben (the son of) Azzai said, run to perform [even] a minor mitzvah
(commandment) and flee from sin, for one mitzvah leads to another mitzvah,
and one sin leads to another sin; for the reward of a mitzvah is a mitzvah
and the 'reward' of a sin is a sin."
This mishna teaches us that one should be meticulous even in the observance
of "small" mitzvos, and likewise should he run from all evil acts. One
reason that comes to mind almost immediately is the fact that we should not
be so quick to "rate" the mitzvos and pass judgment on their relative
importance. Sometimes the smallest of good deeds (at least from a technical
standpoint) -- such as singing songs at the Sabbath table, or preparing and
eating an authentic Jewish dish -- may generate that spark of interest in a
child which only years later will be kindled into the huge blaze of an
inspired Jewish heart.
(An experienced rabbi years ago told me that you would be amazed how many
otherwise secular Jews will come out of the woodwork to attend an
advertised
challah baking class. Certainly, there is far more to Judaism than ethnic
culture and traditional food, but who knows where that crucial first step
will lead?)
This concept -- that it is beyond our ken to rate the mitzvos -- was the
subject of an earlier mishna -- 2:1 (part 2)
(www.torah.org/learning/pirkei-avos/chapter2-1b.html), please see our
discussion there.
Here ben Azzai approaches this topic from a different angle: the cause and
effect nature of both good and bad deeds. His first reason not to underrate
minor mitzvos is because one mitzvah leads to (lit., "drags along")
another.
This means that doing one mitzvah will ready and condition us to do greater
mitzvos. One good act, no matter how small, makes an imprint upon us.
Giving
a penny or nickel at the cash register to cure heart disease may make very
little difference to the recipient organization (although, of course, every
nickel adds up), but it makes a difference to us -- as well as to our
children who observe us so keenly. It will transform us into more
charitable
individuals, and the next time it will be that much easier. We will have
then readied ourselves for bigger and greater challenges. A person who has
accustomed himself to attend afternoon synagogue services regularly will be
capable of doing so even at the height of the football season -- when it
involves pulling himself away from the boob-tube just at the start of the
fourth quarter. (He may even be more the "strong man" than the 280 pound
hulks he's viewing -- see previous mishna. ;-) Such a person has properly
conditioned himself to serve G-d. His level of challenge has progressed
beyond "Will he go to synagogue?" and certainly beyond "Will he pray?" He
is
ready to serve G-d in increasingly more challenging -- and more rewarding -
-
ways.
The same unfortunately holds true regarding evil: one sin leads to another.
If a person commits a certain type of sin one time -- say one he has never
done before -- he will feel guilty. The next time, however, he will not
feel
that same tinge of regret. He may then slip down another rung and sin in a
slightly bigger way -- partly because he's developed an appetite for that
type of behavior and partly because it's only one *more* small step from
where he is now.
The Talmud teaches that if one sins and repeats it, the sin becomes
"permissible" to him (Sotah 22a). It has just lost its severity. He wasn't
struck by lightning. Nothing seems to have changed; the world goes on as
usual. R. Yisrael Salanter, one of the great scholars and ethicists of the
19th Century, commented on the above passage: Say one commits the same sin
a
*third* time? What then? Why then it becomes a mitzvah! We get so used to
ourselves and our behavior -- not to mention our need for self-
justification -- that we will no longer see any wrong in our failings. That
angry streak, cynicism, loose tongue etc. -- they're all necessary to stand
up for our rights, hold our own, get on with our friends etc. Slowly, our
evil inclination whittles us down, and what was once unimaginable and
unthinkable becomes routine and unthinking.
A number of years ago a non-Jewish friend of mine told me the following
incident. He was busy at work during Passover, munching on a bag of
pretzels
(well, I said he wasn't Jewish!). In the hall he passed by a Jewess, an
exceptionally nice, fairly traditional lady in her forties. He, out of
complete innocence (not realizing that pretzels too are "leaven"), held out
the bag to offer her a few. She hesitated at first, then said, "Oh well, I
already blew it when I had that Egg McMuffin the other morning!" and helped
herself. Humorous in a kind of sad way, but very telling. What was the
lady's error? It was in feeling that once she ruined her streak, there was
no point continuing. I would wager that her primary motivation for
observing
the mitzvos was nostalgia and fond childhood memories. Once the fond
memories became tarnished, the sense of nostalgia quickly lost its
innocence, and she was left with little else drawing her towards
observance.
The truth, however, is that deeds -- both good and bad -- must be seen in
their proper light. If a person slips one time and sins, he has failed in a
single way on a single occasion. It will take him more effort to correct
his
new failing, but one failure must not be viewed as any more than it is.
Such
a person has slipped a single rung on the ladder of life. He is, however,
still on the ladder -- and must view himself as such. G-d does not give up
on us because of one sin -- or even many sins. Conversely, we can only
expect to climb the ladder one rung at a time. It is not realistic or
practical to attempt to reach the top without slowly and painstakingly
edging our way forwards -- and sometimes even resting a little while on a
middle rung. G-d presented us with the ladder. We must first recognize that
it is there and that we are on it. Only then can we decide in which
direction to go.
The second reason ben Azzai puts forth for regarding minor mitzvos is
because the reward for performing a mitzvah is another mitzvah. If we
perform one good deed, G-d will reward us by providing us with
opportunities
to do yet other mitzvos. Deuteronomy 22:6-7 instructs that before taking
eggs from a nest one must send away the mother bird. The following verses
(8-11) discuss a number of laws relating to property and acquisitions --
building a railing around the (accessible) roof of a house, laws relating
to
planting and working fields, and the restriction on wearing clothes
containing mixtures of wool and linen. The Midrash (brought in Rashi to v.
8) explains the connection: One who fulfills the first mitzvah of sending
away the mother bird -- as easy and effortless as it is -- will later find
himself building a new house and acquiring new fields, vineyards and
clothes. He will then merit to perform the many mitzvos relevant to these
items.
To some extent, this principle is simply a gift from heaven. G-d rewards us
for performing the first mitzvah by placing us in the right place at the
right time, affording us opportunities to do yet more mitzvos. But there is
also a pattern to this. When a person shows G-d he is prepared to serve Him
any way he can, G-d notes His faithful servant. When there are jobs to be
done G-d knows whom He can trust. We've all seen people who seem to have
the
uncanny ability of always being around when help is needed or a worthy
project is getting underway. Their name always seems to come up. And G-d
wills it this way. When we show our readiness, G-d will see to it that the
opportunities come -- and likewise He will find us worthy of being
entrusted
with wealth and other blessings. As a former student of mine appends to her
e-mails, "When the student is ready, the teacher appears." The more we
prepare ourselves, the more show our willingness to take that crucial first
step, the more G-d will reciprocate -- and reward in kind.
Text Copyright © 2005 by Rabbi Dovid Rosenfeld and Torah.org.