There’s only so much time in the day, yet so much and so many beckon.
Besides family and friends, Torah and mitzvot, and work, each and every
small and not-so-small thing calls to us and demands our attention. And
here we are, trying to be cautious and self-reflective, and thus making
even more demands on ourselves. Surely something has to give.
The small and not-so-small things would have to leave us alone for longer
stretches of time than the important ones. We wouldn’t need to abandon
them to be sure since they matter, too. They could relax us, for example,
or allow us to assuage our anxieties and to set mind and spirit free
enough to hurry back to the more serious things. For everything
permissible and ethical -- no matter how humble -- is granted us as a gift
from G-d to be used to good ends. It’s just that they matter less in the
end, and we would do best to consider our need for them here and now.
Family and friends deserve more of our time and attention; our jobs have
their own timetables and they urge us onward more=2 0persistently; each
mitzvah has its own time, season, and environment, and we’re to dedicate
our whole beings to them alone when they arise; and Torah-study is
essential since it grants us perspectives on the smaller things, family
and friends, work, and the whole mitzvah-system, so it cries out for
attention. And so, one would think that there’s simply no time left for
anything else. But he would be lacking one essential element of spiritual
excellence -- the “setting aside of specific time for reflecting upon your
actions and rectifying them”, as Ramchal terms it, which we cited before.
Because “if you’re wise, then any free time you might have from your
everyday concerns wouldn’t be wasted. You’d grab hold of it and not let
go” and use it to reflect upon “s piritual concerns and (upon) rectifying
your Divine service”. There’s a lot to be said about that point, but
suffice it to say that we’re to sit apart for a time once a week, perhaps,
or once a month to think “Big Thoughts” as they’re called.
We’re to wonder why we were born, what we’re meant to do in this world,
what our ultimate goal is in life, what we need to improve in ourselves,
what matters little and can be done without and what deserves ultimate
allegiance. Ramchal has already answered these questions earlier on, but
his charge here for us is to take the questioning process itself to heart,
and to make the time needed for it a priority in our lives. For,
otherwise, few of the other things will matter in the end, since we
wouldn’t have had the impetus to go forward in our beings.
So what has to “give” -- to refer to our realization above -- is a life
without reflection. For such a life is rife with wasted time, while a
reflective life is full, vital, and momentous, and each of its moments is