Parshas Ki Sisa
By Rabbi Raymond Beyda
“They made for them selves a molten calf “ (Shemot 32, 8)
The incident of the Golden Calf arouses many questions in the minds of all
who study the events and all of the characters involved. One question,
however, overrides all others. “How is it possible that a people who had
witnessed the revelation of Hashem Himself so clearly could commit an act
of idol worship?” Additionally, the events of that dark day in our history
took place a mere 40 days following the Revelation at Sinai and the Giving
of the Torah.
A student once asked a great Rabbi this question and expected to hear an
Earth shattering reply. Instead the Rabbi answered:
“Do you have a Yeser Ha Ra – an evil inclination?”
The student slightly puzzled replied, “Yes, I do.”
“So do I”, was the Rabbi’s response, “and so did the people in the desert
3300 years ago. As a matter of fact,” he added, “The greater a person is
the more powerful is his evil inclination”.
Noticing the puzzled look on the young man’s face, the elderly sage
added, “I know from a verse in Tehillim. David Hamelekh describes Hashem’s
relationship with our ancestors as one of constant conflict. “Forty years
I battled the generation; then I said ‘They are an errant-heart people,
they know not my ways.’ Tehillim 95,8 They certainly had to have an evil
The point the Rabbi was trying to convey is that many people forget that
they have an evil inclination. In fact, were one to ask the man on the
street he may reply, “No - I don’t have one”. Those who spend a lot of
time in shul or working for institutions that do good for the community at
large also are prey for this trap. More so, those who sit in Yeshivah
studying Torah many hours per day may feel they have already won this key
battle with sin.
The Baal Shem Tov whispered a verse minutes before he died and a student
bent over to listen. “Let not the foot of the arrogant come to me; and let
not the hand of the wicked move me”. [Tehillim 36,12] The student
inquired, ‘Rebbe, why are you reciting this now?”
Answered the Hassidic master; “Even here the Satan wants to trip me by
getting me to become haughty with my life’s accomplishments”.
One should never become complacent with spiritual growth. There is always
a battle raging between one’s good common sense and desire to do the will
of Hashem and the wiles of one’s evil inclination attempting to bring
about a fall from the highest peak to the lowest valley. One who does not
sense the terrorist threat has already lost the battle. Stay alert and
keep pushing higher. He never sleeps on the job and never should you.
Text Copyright © 2006 by Rabbi Raymond Beyda and Torah.org.